Time To Shine...Time To Begin My Uphill Climb!
My dirty life is like a one man show, At the end of the night I'm left all alone.
I have an angel on my shoulder But the Devil fills my head.
It's time I see I'm not just hurting me.
My anger and my attitude make me the ugliest person I know. It's become the only way to shield myself from constant hurt and pain.
This was how I ended up ruining all the good I had and my excuse for turning my body into a human trash can.
I hate what I've done not just to myself but to everyone...
Today I cannot face the mirror. Today I cannot face the world. Today I lock myself away ...and in my shameful thoughts know that this is THE DAY!
THIS IS THE DAY IT ALL HAS TO CHANGE!
This day shall be my piece of history. This day I will look back on in years to come and smile knowing it was the day I began my struggle back up from the pits of hell.
It's time to make the changes I've been so reluctant to make even though I've made continuous mistakes.
My apologies will never be enough To make up for the amount of damage I've done, for the trust I've Lost, and for my careless actions.
For I know actions speak louder than words and since I no longer Have my good word, my actions MUST begin to do my talking.
TODAY I LAY IN REFLECTION... TOMORROW IS THE DAWN OF MY NEW DAY!
...AND SO I START AGAIN, SCRAPING MY REMAINS FROM THE BOTTOMS OF THE SHOES OF ALL THE LOVED ONES I HURT AND LET DOWN.
AS THE NEXT MORNINGS SUN COMES TO SHINE MY SOUL WILL BEGIN TO SHED IT'S THICKENED SLUDGE AND SHOW IT'S WELL HIDDEN RAYS OF LIGHT ONCE AGAIN
